"I haven't killed anyone yet."

Soooooooo I just got my dermal anchor taken out today... Shit hurt waaaay more than putting it in. But the guy that took it out was SUUUUUPER nice. LOL .. I was lightweight freaking out. LOL ... thought i was gonna die from panic! Hahahaha! Yeah.... Basically the highlight of my day.. Shit is still bleeding and what not.. It randomly stings too :( So lamesies! The blood is all dripping to the bottom of the cotton -____- LOL .. Definitely going to pierce something else though.. Thinking about my hips. Gotta keep working out though! OMG that reminds me.. I'm so excited for my tattoos! I don't know which one to get first! Hahaha.. Yeahhhh.. Super excited. School is lame. The city is pretty lame. I never wanna do anything. Never wanna hang out with anyone. I lightweight just wanna go to sleep all day. Go to school, come home, eat, do homework, sleep. That's pretty much how I want to spend all my days.

le good night.

Sachawea!

So I'm sure that since the beginning of time, best friends have always had little fights and disagreements about stupid little things. But usually able to get over them right? I am sick and tired of my "best friends" being the most selfish, blind, self-centered pieces of shit ever. Since when do "best friends" blow off an important ass night just to go drinking? Since when do "best friends" STUPIDLY believe that I wouldn't have their back? Or that I would blow them off to go drinking? That shit pisses me off so bad because, granted, I know I've done some messed up shit in the past... in HIGH SCHOOL. Get over it. I've changed so fcking much and matured so fcking much that to be a part of this bullshit again is just really effing irritating. You don't think we're gonna be there for you, so I'm just gonna do just that. I won't be there for you. I won't have your back. I won't ask you to come out, I won't try to convince you to come with us. Take you and your psycho ass attitudes and have a big orgy together. Have. Fun.